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Friday, August 28, 2009

Random 10s

OMG I can't believe it's been one whole month since i last blogged =x then again,i'm not a very responsible blogger..haha..
I suddenly had so many things to say so i thought i'll just list them out here..kinda like making lists now cause it saves the effort of stringing words with conjuctions.

I have to and will live with the consequences of my actions. Had a nightmare about it last night. About a mutual friend lecturing me about it and boycotting me..Brr..woke up with cold sweat lol.
A customer came rushing into the store right before we closed up to buy ONE carrot stick. Why? For the snowman she's about the build tomorrow in Mt. Buller! o.O GENG! now why didn't we think of that..
I havent been going out for some time now. A short hiatus from my 'happening' days since semester started. Midsems and assignments due soon!! but i cant seem to focus...my thoughts keep drifting towards going out..clothes....especially when spring is here!
I wonder why some people can just stay bubbly all the time! I can't! Guess that categorises me as a quiet person. I am trying to be more friendly and sociable? because i realised that i can get/look too intense sometimes..really? or do my looks just deceive??
Ee wei is leaving for China soon. I'm gona miss her sooooo much! We've been sleeping in separate rooms now for 2 months..(my grandma was saying that we 分居 and i remarked, at least it's not yet 2 years or she can file for a divorce!! haha!!) I'm not used to it cause I don't see her or talk to her that often anymore. i'm not at home most of the time, either cause i'm in school or at work, whereas she stays at home all the time cause she doesn't have to go for her classes anymore till she leaves for the exchange there. Today I literally couldn't stop gazing at her while she was explaining this jap drama plot to me excitedly. I sort of couldn't recognise her anymore after not talking to her for so many days...that realization suddenly hit me and that after she leaves I would see even less of her...and not be able to recognise her anymore..well i'm exaggerating..but she just looks so different to me now..like her mole's so much more obvious than it used to be..her amusing expressions..her laughter and the funny things she does that cracks us up all the time..i'll miss her so so much...haihh..
working is fun! if the right people are doing the same shifts. No matter how tired I am in school or before work, as soon as i start serving i feel so energized and have this enthusiastic smile glued to my face. especially when little kids wave their chubby hands at me and their parents telling them to say bye. Awwww!
I keep getting sore throats! gosh..thank goodness the cold's gone..but anything little can make that darn sore throat come back again..like brunetti chocolate dessert..*drools* but i didnt even finish it cause my stupid throat started to hurt after i had barely half of it! and sometimes when i think that it feels better i would start indulging in chips and other snacks..and the cycle starts again!! even biscuits can irritate it sometimes..arghhh..
I am thankful for everything i have now. My caring family, friends? and my effective immune system. funny how we only feel thankful when we start comparing ourselves with those less fortunate than us.
how nice would it be if everything was just simple. no need for considerations before speaking/commenting on something, no complex relationships with people..(not the intimate type, but between friends, colleagues, family..) but then again, life without complications is no fun eh..
i need to grow up. i guess i have compared to a year ago. but that's not enough. i keep creating trouble for people and myself due to my lack of considerations and appropriateness. =x need to improve on that.

11:51 PM sprinklinq love Y

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Start of a new semester

Well well well..it's been one full month since i last blogged..too many (exciting?) things happened during the month and i'm too lazy to repeat it..but here's the summary:

I've moved to Mont Albert
Cousin Atria stayed over for 2 weeks..and helped with the chores..ehehehe
Celebrated my birthday
On the 10th day or so after moving something bad happened already, learnt a huge lesson- security always comes first!
Made a reallly bad and late decision which i regret immensely, another lesson learnt- think before acting!
Hung out with friends only after they came back
Started uni
Dropped genetics and took up more serious/challenging subjects
Made new friends and had fun :D ( the whole point of uni life! )

All in all, this semester is no joke! All 4 subjects are hardcore ones..looking back, my subject selections during the previous semesters were too easy d..but i still didnt manage to get a higher score..ishhh..
No more 79 marks this semester i swear or i'm gona be so mad at myself..

And I'm still working at the old place, so travelling will be where i'm spending most of my time on..eg 1.5 hours to get to work from home and 1.5hrs to get back..all for the $$$..

So the plan for this semester is this: a balance of uni, social life(within and outside Aus >.<) and work! :)

ps. my blog looks so dead without pictures..but i havet got any new ones in my comp =x my time with my comp = 1 hour each day with grandma around..no time ar no time~

4:11 PM sprinklinq love Y

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Last day of June

I'm feeling so mentally exhausted right now..what is it with feelings that can leave u so happy one moment and pain you so much in the next? I've lost the one guidance i always looked up to..It turned out to be just like all the others..

I've always prided myself for being able to control my emotions so well..but now that i'm left feeling so insecure what will be of me? This month has just been cruel for all of us..flooding us with a wave of pain after the other..and now there's a ticking time bomb just waiting to inflict itself upon us..

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i've just made a decision i think would be the best for us at my current state..hopefully i wont regret it..

11:59 AM sprinklinq love Y

Monday, June 29, 2009

Hellooooooooooo world!
my blog's been left to die for just over a month and i feel sooo bad about it! NOT :P

It's not that i'm anti-social or anything..i still do meet up with people here in melbourne! It's just that I don't like signing into msn anymore unless I have a someone I need to talk to etc..=x I prefer person to person contact over the virtual world now..haha..

So it's the holidays now for approximately a month! But I'm not anticipating it at all cause i think all i'm gona do is stay at home and rot..remember i mentioned that I'm moving? It's this Saturday July 4th so yeah i can't go out much nor have I much time to myself these days..the house looks quite empty now cause we've moved most stuff to the new place..my desk's getting dismantled tmr as well! so my desktop will have to be on the floor..how to on9 like thisT____T

Oh and my cousin's coming down this sunday!! atria are u reading this?? we're gona have so much fun taking u around exploring melbourne! hehehe!

anyway here are a few pictures of my new place, doesn't it look homey? We've got multinasional neighbours all around us..indians, malaysians, locals (ang mohs) and chinese from china!

i really like the place cause it's bigger than the one we're renting (obviously! we've currently got 4 people cramped in one room now! >< ) and in the new place Jes and I are sharing a room..not my ideal room but still..better than nothing..and i think the new place is really pretty as well..we've got a garden at the front and at the back..with a backyard where there's a casual dining table where we can have our BBQ sessions! wheeee i'm forseeing more BBQ with my dad around :D my bday bbq last year didn't turn out too well..hopefully this time it'll be better!

such a lucky number..ehehe..
I really like the mailbox..its's so cute..unlike the squarish ones embedded in concrete walls back in msia..

And that's about all i have to say here..enjoys your holidays people :)

10:08 AM sprinklinq love Y

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Exams

1 down, 3 to go !

9:31 PM sprinklinq love Y

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Freaking HOT !!!

OMG 李俊基 is so hot I wish I could dream of him everynight
Just watch this video, dare u tell me he's not the hottest man u've ever seen??
Especially when he's got this slow smile spreading across his face (at 0.05sec) !!
Oh and I completely ignored the girl, my eyes were glued to his every movement
*inserts silly giggle*
Apparently he starred in this Korean Drama called 王的男人 and that was when he raptured everyone's attention when he cross-dressed. His looks are so versatile that he pulled it off so well !! I'm gona go download it asap!! *inserts another silly giggle*

Watch it watch it watch it !!

1:48 PM sprinklinq love Y

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

突然觉得中文退步了，一些字都不会拼，也不会写了，所以今天就用中文打字。

今天觉得有点闷。。不是没事做的闷，而是心情不好的闷。
不知道为什么，就是心情好不起来。
越来越觉得我的EQ不太好，怎么那么容易说话得罪人。。
都不用脑子想一想，只为了找话题聊就稀里哗啦什么都说了。
唉，说要改呢，却一会儿又复发了。
上个星期天气多差，也能保持住脸上的微笑。难得这个星期天气那么的好，却一直觉得心情烦躁。。做舍都做不好。幸好父母都回国了，不然又得掩饰心情不好。
自己都没合理的解释。。。

7:53 PM sprinklinq love Y